Widowed Fatherhood: CJ Infantino on Grief, Anger & Raising Kids Alone (#207)

CJ Infantino had to learn how to raise his kids alone after losing his wife. In this raw and unfiltered episode of the DEAD Talks Podcast, CJ opens up about the devastation of becoming a solo father to three kids, the identity crisis that followed, and how grief and anger shaped his journey. From anticipatory grief and mental health struggles to finding healing through somatic therapy, primal screams, and even dark humor, CJ shares how he rebuilt his life after unimaginable loss. In this episode, CJ shares: The day he lost his wife and became a solo father The identity crisis and anger that followed grief Parenting through loss and raising three kids alone Healing through somatic therapy, primal screams, and unconventional tools How humor and resilience helped him survive the darkness This conversation is a brutally honest look at grief, fatherhood, and what it truly means to live after devastating loss. For more on today's guest: UNVOICED: Connected in Grief Instagram: @cjinfantino & @unvoicedco TikTok: @unvoiced_grieftalks Join the ⁠DEAD Talk Patreon⁠ for only $5/mo to support our mission & and gain access to exclusive content and features. "Dead Dad Club" & "Dead Mom Club" hats and shirts: ⁠Shop Here⁠ Purchase “Not Dead Yet” or DEAD Talk trucker hats here with free domestic shipping: 👉 ⁠https://deadtalks.myshopify.com/⁠ 10% off Neurogum⁠ made with sustainably-sourced natural caffeine, L-theanine, as well as vitamins B6 and B12, which have been scientifically shown to boost attention and enhance focus. Purchase “Not Dead Yet” or DEAD Talk trucker hats here with free domestic shipping: ⁠Shop Here⁠ ⁠All links to everything DEAD Talks⁠ DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠ Follow DEAD Talks Podcast on Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices