124 | TTC After 3 Losses and 1 Rainbow Baby - A Story of God's Timing and Surrender

Hi Sister! When I first sat down to record this episode, I felt a mix of excitement, nerves, and deep gratitude. It’s not every day that I get to share something so personal, something that has been years in the making—marked by heartbreak, surrender, and ultimately, God’s goodness. If you’ve ever felt like you’re waiting on the Lord, wrestling with His timing, or wondering if He sees your pain, I pray this episode speaks directly to your heart.

Before we dive in, I have to take a moment to celebrate 40,000 podcast downloads! What a humbling milestone. I never imagined when I started this show that we would reach so many sisters around the world. This has always been God’s show, and I pray before every episode that He speaks through me and gives you the encouragement you need. So, to celebrate, I’m hosting a special giveaway—keep reading for details on how you can enter!

Now, in this episode, I’m opening up about my own journey of loss, waiting, and ultimately, surrender. I’ll walk you through:

• How I navigated three back-to-back pregnancy losses, including losing my daughter at 15 weeks.

• The spiritual battle I faced as I questioned if I’d ever have another baby.

• The moment God called me to fully surrender my fertility to Him.

• How I found peace in tracking my cycle and understanding my body better.

• The difference between trying to conceive in fear vs. trying in faith.

Sisters, this story is deeply personal, and I know it may be hard for some of you to hear. If you’re still waiting, still hoping, still crying out to the Lord—I see you. I’ve been there. But I also want you to have hope. Because God is faithful, and His timing is always, always perfect.

And yes—there’s a giveaway! Here’s how you can enter to win an All Access Pass to one of our group coaching calls:

• Leave a written review for the podcast on Apple Podcasts or wherever you listen.

• Share the podcast with a friend or post about it in a Facebook group.

• Screenshot your review and share/post and drop them into our Facebook group!

I cannot wait to bless one of you with this coaching opportunity. You have until this Friday, the 28th to enter!

Let’s dive into today’s episode. Grab a cozy blanket, a warm cup of tea, and let’s talk about God’s timing, surrender, and the hope that never fades.

In Him, Bekah

Resources & Links:

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