I Had Ten Meetings a Week and Was Completely Hollow Inside - AA Speaker - Mike L.
Mike was five years sober, going to 10 meetings a week, and completely hollow inside — until the man he disliked most in AA told him he'd missed the entire recovery program. We just launched our new E...
10 Apr 1h 13min
I Said I'm Fine for 40 Years and Never Meant It Once - AA Speaker - David L.
David spent every Saturday planning how to drown himself and 22 years smiling and saying "I'm fine" — until a sponsor gave him two lines to say to his son and everything cracked open. We just launched...
9 Apr 1h 1min
My Brain Was the Problem, Not Just the Drinking - AA Speaker - Peter M.
Peter went through seven treatment centers, got drunk two days after the fifth one, and was dying in a hallway on the Lower East Side before he found a sponsor who disturbed him on the question of alc...
8 Apr 1h 28min
I Put Beepers on My Beer Because I Kept Losing It - AA Speaker - Tami F.
Tami went to treatment to quit drugs but told her husband she'd leave the car at 65 mph if he suggested she quit drinking — then a tin cross, Psalm 23, and Board 23 started connecting dots she couldn'...
7 Apr 49min
Save Me a Seat Were the Last Words I Said to My Sponsor - AA Speaker - Mike M.
Mike was a street drunk, a junior high dropout, and a petty criminal who once demanded 100 cheeseburgers at hammer-point — until a guy named Dan shook his hand, took him to meetings every night for si...
6 Apr 55min
The First Time I Told the Truth I Didn’t Catch Fire - AA Speaker - Tony K.
After years of drinking, hiding, and trying to outsmart alcoholism, Tony K. found hope through his sober brother, a first AA meeting he didn’t want to attend, and a program that changed his life. We j...
3 Apr 38min
I Loved Blackouts Because I Was Neither Dead Nor Really Alive - AA Speaker - Damon G.
Damon was a militant atheist who chased blackouts as his only escape from a life he didn't want — the steps didn't just get him sober, they sent him to seminary. We just launched our new Episodes page...
2 Apr 2h 2min
I Got Fired Twice From the Same Job in 24 Hours - AA Speaker - Josh H.
Josh got sober at 19 after a carbon monoxide attempt, a psych ward, and getting fired twice from the same job in 24 hours — and discovered that the same program he came to as a last resort became the ...
1 Apr 55min
